Change, change, change. Wow. Lots of stuff has happened since I last posted here. Not sure where to start....hmmm... I guess I will start with my hysterectomy. I had a hysterectomy in Sept. Feel much better but still get tired and drained. I think it really helped with all the pain I was having...so YEA... I took off 6 weeks from work, well really I took off two and then worked from home the other 4.

Next...John. John and I have been talking to each other a lot lately and are trying to be friends. Things have been going well until today. Today he was tired, and I was upset and I vented to him...he got mad and now I don't know what will happen there. Had hoped we could work things out and reconcile, but now not so sure. He started a new job and after one night at the zoo he hates it and wants to run away again. Must really pray for him.

Family...my uncle died suddenly on Nov. 4. It has been really hard on my dad. Very sad. Hard to deal with the holidays. Amanda moved to Arkansas to live with her dad. She seems to like it, and truthfully it is less stressful on me. I do miss her and wish things were different...but for now I think this is for the best.

Work is good. Still like my job. Cayla and Zane are good. Zane wants everything he sees for Christmas and Cayla is pretty moody. Of course she has been sick for weeks now with sinus stuff so I am sure that doesn't help.

Well I think that is all the news that is news. Will try to update more often but don't hold your breath. God bless you all.

Remember: Jesus is the reason for the season.