Wow how time does fly. I can't believe I haven't written anything here in so long. So now where do I start. Hmm. Have had a few dates. Including one with John on what would have been our 6 year wedding anniversary. It went well. But since then we have had our share of problems. Mainly that he won't take time to talk to me. He met a girl and drove to Dallas to see her, but can't talk to me. It frustrates me. I told him that today. I told him I didn't even want to be friends, but that never lasts long. Today I had lunch with him, my dad and the kids. Interesting. I promise to keep you posted. My other dates have been with Eric. I met him on Myspace a long time ago and we met in person in April. He is fun and funny, but I really don't see a future there. We have decided to be friends and hang out. It works well for me. He and I have had dinner and gone to movies and he pays!! We have gone to see the Texas Rangers play a couple of times. It is fun. But I wish they won more. He wants a companion and so do I, so for now it is good. I promise to let you know if anything changes.

Now for the big news. I am having a hysterectomy in Sept. Have had endometriosis for a long time. 3 laproscopic surgeries, two babies and a round of lupron shots haven't made it go away. So the last step is the surgery. I am hoping for lots of help because I won't be able to lift etc. I am praying for a quick recovery because I don't have time to take off work. I will get some comp time between now and then. But not 6 or 8 weeks worth.

Well not much else is happening. I will try to post more regularly. In the meantime, God Bless you all.