Becky's blog

John had Zane this weekend, first full weekend together. I had hoped they could spend some quality time together, but nooooo. Mary was there Friday night until after 9 pm. Then Zane said the three of them went to the park and the zoo. It makes me so mad that John thinks my crying and being upset is detrimental, but his hanging out with another woman isn't. I also think he tells Zane not to say anything. Zane will say yes something happened, then no. I hate that. I just want to know if he had fun and got to spend quality time with daddy. Now I have to worry about Becca getting really confused when she has to go to John's and there is a different woman there. I just wish John would admit what is going on. I also wish someone would let him know how wrong it is. But that is not ever going to happen. He wouldn't listen anyway.